One thing that perhaps some people need.

Back. From Genting Highlands.

Again.

For the... 18th time?

No seriously. Going there so many times makes that place feel as if its my second home.

Not to mention I will never get lost there.

Except for one place.

The Casino.

Pfft. Another 2 more years and I shall go in.

Then I'll "announce" my completion of knowledge of the whole area in Genting.


Back to work. After 2 weeks of so-called holidays.

Back to the cruel world.

Snap back to reality, Oh there goes gravity!

Ah dang.

I personally feel, currently, in my life, that having something to do really makes you feel better than having holidays.

Why, you might ask?

If I have work to do, I can at least put some tasks on my mind.

If I'm having holidays, my mind will be thinking too much.

Things like:

Will I be able to make it after army?
What will I do after that?
What will I do while I'm pursuing my dreams?
What if I can't make it to University?
What if I'm not good enough?
What if I have insufficient resources to continue?
What if I fall before I even reach my goal?

And more stuff like that.

I've somehow solved about 2 of the problems listed above.

Sadly, it gave me 4 more problems to worry after that.

Not to mention from what I'm reading and seeing, it will be extremely hard.

But I'm definitely giving it a shot after army.

如果我不从现在开始, 而等待时间来改变自己命运,

到头来, 要后悔已经太迟了.

We create our own future. Our own destinies.

Time doesn't change anything.

Instead, it makes one lose their age, their youth.

It sometimes makes a person regret.

It makes one lose the few chances and opportunities to do something for themselves.

I've already wasted the past 16 years of my life doing nothing for myself.

And now I finally have a target. A path.

Its time to walk forward. Achieve it.

All I need after army, is a guide.

Isn't that what everyone needs?

A guide in their life.

Something to bring them to accomplish what they want.

I just need a guide to bring me to where I want to go.

And the closest thing I can see, is a school.

A visible guide, yet with unknown possibilities and outcomes.