The End of a Disastrous Year

Its the 31st of December today!

Its New Year's Eve!

Its the end of the year!

Its gonna be the beginning of a new year!

Which still means, I got not much time left.

To do stuff before army begins.

Not that I can't wait for it to start.

In fact, I'm more on the "I can't wait for it to end" part.

Then, I can begin to see.

Feel.

Know.

How it is like to go for singing classes.

ANYHOO!

The Great 2008 is ending!

Great Lousy Disastrous [Insert extremely discouraging and bad words here].

But I must say, I've learnt a lot of stuff this year.

Especially on how to handle falls.

Handling being penniless.

Failed attempt.

Handling a lousy overall level 6 in-charge during FYP for lousy attitude.

Then there are the really better learning experiences.

Dynagen and Dynamips. Good program to use. Seriously.

Working in the office. Pretty stressful but it gets better over time.

Working offsite. Mediacorp was extremely stressful. Believe me.

Spending your free time in the office on learning another language. Its the thing that keeps me going. Beats Redbull or Coffee any day!

Simply to say, this year is really full of bad stuff and happenings.

And only a few good stuffs.

Which I only experienced because I made it so.

I placed interest in Dynagen. And it became interesting to me.

Office was stressful, but I got used to it. Since I know I'll be spending it for another 11 weeks at the beginning.

Now its getting pretty fun, yet forceful to go to work everyday.

Mainly because the environment there is quiet enough for me to absorb what I learn in korean language.

And I wanted to learn Korean because of 3 reasons.

1. Wondergirls, Wondergirls and more Wondergirls. And I'm not afraid to say it.
2. I know 3 languages. Good English, Acceptable Chinese and Not that good Malay. Time to add a few more into my arsenal.
3. I want to go somewhere further than Thailand. And it must be Asia too. So the destination is definitely Korea.

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!!

Well, I've thought of a few. I could come up some halfway later on.

1. Confidence. Build lots of it. Confidence to pursue my dreams.
2. Self Control. Vulgarities. Lesser of it.
3. Endurance. Irritative stuff. Hold on longer before exploding. I'll be the monk.
4. Flight. Staying in air longer. 1 second air time over my parents bed without acceleration now.
5. Master the Korean language. Both speaking and writing.
6. 원더걸스 Concert! I SHALL GO! I MUST GO! I'LL DEFINITELY GO!
7. Be the officer, be the man. In army, that is. Even if I try.
8. PES A or B. Either one. Nothing more, nothing less. If there's more though...
9. Perhaps pick a new art? Jujitsu? Hapkido? Muay Thai?

That's 9. For now.

Well, I'm off for my family trip to Genting later on today.

Didn't really go this whole year because its my final year.

Which goes to explain why there are a lot of pimples on my face this year.

Lack of sleep.

Lack of fruits.

Lack of fun.

Lacking of enjoying "life".

Thinking of my future.

My dream.

I hope it will be a better year, from the start of tomorrow.

And I hope,

My dream stays all the way with me till the end.