The Couch Potato's Life

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Graduation! The Wonderful 3 Years with EI0603.

Alright. Having some free time now.

Okay, maybe a lot of free time.

Anyhoo, it was my Graduation Ceremony a few days back.

Got some pictures to upload. Finally some pictures here, Peilin.

Well... I'm not gonna upload any pics until I get the whole lot of it. So, be patient.

And I'm somewhat a bastard to ask people to take photos, and I don't have a camera myself.

Sorry lah.... No money buy good camera. Unless someone wants to buy me a Canon D40, I don't mind.

Gotta love those manual zoom digital cameras. Just love em.

And I just found out. Currently, I only have 12 pictures for Graduation.

Oh, that sucks.

Whereas Kenneth has around 30++ of it.

Blame myself. Lol.

Gotta bring my family around the school. This is like the first time they've been there.

Did I mention that it was also the first time they've seen my poly friends?

I'll miss poly life. Definitely.


You know.

Somehow, I feel that I've learnt so much about people around.

I've learnt, seen and felt how it feels like to place oneself in another's shoe.

I've learnt how to care and worry for people.

I've learnt to help people, even to the point of somewhat, destroying my mind and body.

In fact, I feel that 2 months of rest is not enough to recover the energy I've lost in the past 3 years.

I still feel tired and I want to rest more.

But something, or perhaps someone is hinting me this.

There's no stopping. In the end, I still need to move on.

Yet, after learning all these in the past 20 years, I haven't learnt the few most important things perhaps I might need in the next 40-50 years to come.

I don't know about myself.

I don't know about the feelings that I show and exude to people.

I don't know how to help and think about myself.

I might be able to care and worry for people, but I can't really love another person.

Not probably again after all the failures which didn't even make it to the beginning.

Its the big 2-0 in another 3 months time.

The next decade begins from then.

What do I do?