Lost.

Back from Genting with my parents and some of the guys on last sunday.

And I've finally decided to blog now.

Not to mention the fact that I'm extremely bored.

And lost.

We'll talk on that later though.

Won't be uploading any pics for now until I've received some the whole 950 megs of pictures we took at Genting.

Haziq went in today at 1130 hours. Seeing from the way I typed the time, you can probably infer that he went in for NS today.

Yep, that's one of us inside now. Joel's gonna "really" start NS soon. Then two down.

Soon, we'll all be inside.

Of course, I can't control myself to say how NS wastes 2 years of every man's life.

Not really on the "waste" part. I mean, we'll learn military stuff like assembling a gun, operating military vehicles or stuff like that. And not to mention, it gives us harsh physical training.

Still, one of the reasons why we need NS is such that our country can be prepared for any sort of attacks from anywhere in the world.

Attacks meaning, war, terrorism, etc. You get the point.

But if we didn't have war or terrorism and stuff like that...

Would we still require NS?


Anyhoo, change of topic.

Ever since the end of Attachment, and the CCNA Bootcamp.

Which seriously taught me more than what I've learnt in Networking in the past 3 years.

And not forgetting that...

I've passed! And got 888/1000 for my score.

How lucky.

Ever since the end of school, I've been...

Staying at home. Playing Facebook Apps and looking at youtube videos.

Going out at night. Eating, walking around, doing nothing much.

Staying up late till 4:30 am to 5:30 am playing Left 4 Dead with Joni.

Yep, that's the life of a couch potato. Feel it. Kekekekeke!

JS is working.

Ganesh, Charles and Taibo are going to start work soon.

What am I doing?

Seriously, I myself don't really quite know.

After coming back from Genting, I feel somewhat, lost.

Something that feels like, you don't know what you want to do.

You don't know where to start.

You don't know where to begin.

And you start to feel that there's nothing much to do now.

Well, I got NS coming up.

So its like I have nothing to do until my enlistment letter comes.

But I want to do something for my future.

My dream, which I haven't forgotten so.

Its like embedded and imprinted onto my head, skull and brain.

So after a long thought, I was planning to clear my driving first.

Then I'll get a job to save some money.

But looking at conditions in Singapore, it looks hard to be a Singer.

Not that Singapore doesn't have its own talents.

But its hard to become one.

And seriously, I don't know how or where to begin.

No wonder there's no guidebook on how to be a Singer or an Actor.

Somehow, I feel Singapore's too restricted. Too small to have lots of Talent Agencies.

I swear I really know, if not a lot, then a few people around me who can really sing better than me.

But we're all stuck here on this island without anywhere to try and begin.

I guess for now, I'll just have to see as it goes along.


Oh and... I somehow feel, someone's guiding me to do stuff.

Well, not the stuff about me wanting to be a Singer, YET.

But stuff like when I said I wanted to learn Korean.

An application on a Mac Desktop in Korean language appeared while I was still doing attachment and the vendor asked me if I could read Korean.

Not really surprising, but I saw Koreans at the airport sky train.

I heard and saw a Korean family communicating while I was on my way back home in the train after my Certification exam.

Korean words are the first thing that catches my eye instead of English words.

The most recent one.

A Korean family was held up at the immigrations at Malaysia while we were on our way to Genting.

Its a sign.